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My mum is SPECIAL than all
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 @7:31 PM

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My mum, didn't ever engage with my father~
No marriage with my dad~
She just stay with my dad~
And gave birth to me and my bro~
She just sacrifice a lot, but my dad too~
Just lesser than my mum does~
She stay with my dad and also bringing along 
my elder bro~ She has to do housework~
She has to work in the factory~
I had told her retired then don't go back dy~
She told me that if she doesn't work,
she don't think this FAMILY could be so blessed~
Somehow we don't have rice to eat~
My elder bro and I so love to eat!
So damn foodaholic, sure couldn't suffer bout this~
So, she got to~
If I could do something, I hope she won't be so suffer!
She was SPECIAL than other mothers do~
She won't scold me back when I do that to her~
She always says wanna slap me, but she couldn't~
Just she loves me so much~ I could be drown by her love~
People 50++ dy love to stay at home~
But if she could, she wouldn't stay at home~
Sure she brings me everywhere~
Well, its just IF, means it is a dream~
Gotta be awake someday~
I'm awake, I know my situation~
I know what should I do, and what I shouldn't~
I know I have to be more effort about my future~
I have to take care of her when I have the ability
to work~ I know my bro will does this part~
But I just know this is what I could do for her~
I hope she won't leave me forever~
But somehow, she has to~
I'm selfish, I hope she could stay beside me~
I hope she could accompany me till the end of my
life-time~ I know is impossible~
I have to face to the truth~
The reality~ I know~
I will do better for now and my only future~
I know I could, cause I have a SPECIAL mother
which other people does has~
I love you, MUM! 
Till the end of my life MUM!
I really do~ Sorry if I made you mad~
Sorry if I do make you disappointed in the future~
Please do always stay by my side,
and support the only me~ =)




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