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Sunday, October 31, 2010 @10:11 AM

You won't know how I feel, cause you don't care, I tried not to think the memories all about us, but... I just can't, I know that I care about you, I thought that I'm really not a label of your friend, but, what I found out is, I really is. After the exam, we'll just become normal friend back? I don't wanna give out that much, cause, I predict that this friendship wouldn't last that long, I mean the crazy days, is almost at the corner, more a lil while, we gotta say goodbye to these days. Just like the song, Seasons in the Sun... "Goodbye to you my trusted friend, We've known each other since we're thirteen or fourteen(nine or ten), Together we climbed hills and trees (but we don't), Learned of love and ABC's.....". I know we have to be independents in the days we lose each other, maybe not lose, just no longer that close, but don't you know? I'm that sad that in those days? LOL.. Kays, I said I won't care dy, but... sigh.. I don't know you much, you're just a moment in forever. Not that lasting, we're not everlasting. We don't. Maybe for moments I'm not the label of your friend, but most of it, I am. I have to admit, and face the truth. It hurts, but I have no choice. I have to face it bravely, I have to used to the days that we aren't Craziest Besties anymore. Cry? Don't cure anything. I'm just the wrong time meet this right person. Just because of that, I have to lose you, I have to let go, to let you be yourself, the true-self of you. Yes, I don't feel to do that, but, you and that betrayer is the only match partner of Besties. I'm just a passenger in your life, ain't going to live there forever right? :') Never mind, for you for me, I will! I will try to be the other me, not to cry, not to tears, not to prevent myself from hurts, cause, I gotta face what ever I have to. As you say, we ain't in the same story. We have our own adventures to find out the truth buy ourselves, how I'm grudging to let you go away from my life, my world. From the moment you leave, we couldn't go back to the main point where we met, where we start our journey. Your ambition, I understand, but now I couldn't see you reach the top of your ambition, just because both of us have the different directions, I mean the personality, we don't know each other, I don't know what you want, what you need from a friendship, I can only be a doll in your life, look at you, doing nothing. Except for craziness, I have nothing to give to you, this is your feelings right? The craziness that you need, you can get more than the main level of crazies you want, cause not only me can, am I right? Friendship's love, everyone is willing to give  you, isn't it? :') God will bless every friendship that you want. However, I'm not the right one. :') Kay, He will make the right decision for you. :) Bless you always..

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