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I miss you dad. :(
Friday, September 9, 2011 @10:57 PM

Dad, do you know how much I miss you? I don't know why I have a dad.
But I never feel the love of dad before. Father, to me is just like someone who provided me food,
money and life. I envy how my friend's father could treat them like they're the little princess of
their father, and I, I didn't feel that before. Yea, you carried me when I was young.
I followed you and mum to pub almost every night. When I was tired, you carried me from the car
to the house. I miss those moments. Slowly, I grew up, I lost my way to get father's love.
Past nights, I feel to cry like I could, haha! Now I did it. I think of these, my tears can't stop rolling
down from my cheeks. I typed all my feelings out. I thought I could feel much better, does it work? I don't
know. I thought I could be thankful for what I have, I should admit, I'm greedy. I won't feel enough even what
I got is pretty enough. I just want everything better, I hope I could never sad nor depressed for everything.
I failed. I miss those days even we're not that rich, even now, we're not rich due to you drink alot of beer EVERY NIGHT! I never got hug by you since I've grew up. The warmness I will never feel it anymore. I saw how you treat sisters now. How are they, you didn't ask about. How about me? Will that happen to me when I was married one day later? You will also never concern about your granddaughter? I hope you could change for me. :/ I don't wanna see you stroke one day just because of those freaking alcohol! Stay wisely pleaseee. ):
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