I smile instead of showing the pain inside.
- Viv Swilynn
vivieeenks.blogspot.com
idon'tknow
Thursday, November 17, 2011 @1:59 AM

Yes, I'm not asleep yet. I went blog walking. :)
I went to a blog that I haven't visit for so long time.
That person, I think he seldom updates his blog, but when I enter his blog.
Saw few new posts (to me). Hmmm.. I think I won't feel how the feeling my friends feel.
I could never fall in love like they did. I never try the happiness they had in their lives.
It's just like they will never feel the same way I do. I have the perfect love from family and also friends.
Somehow, fighting in relationships is normal, and it will just make the whole relation closer, ain't it?
Stop thinking about what ruins your day, no point right?
I know, somehow, things aren't under your control, they just pop out so suddenly.
What you do is to accept what is happening now.
Move on is hard, yes I know. I might not know how you feel.
However, what I can do is, as a friend, advise? :)
Your mind and heart hope she stays, and yet, the fact is she left you behind.
The street is dark, you have star to be your guide.
If there's no star, so just stay there and enjoy the beautiful scenes we hardly see. :)
Be glad, you lost her but you got friends to concern, ain't this good too?
It counted as a happy ending right? Nothing much.
Just suddenly hope to write about this. The sudden feeling of mine to have a relation that could last FOREVER. :) I hope I could have it one day. Alright?
Relation, to keep you need 2 persons instead to let go, it's just up to one person's decision, ain't it?
I don't get what is the point of paranoid for the priceless love? Stay strong.
Look at the road that you're going to go, and move on. (:
Don't look back, they made you today, they helped you overcome your pains.
To somebody, I know you lack of attention, but you need no annoy me. :)
Last time, I gave you chances to appreciate what God had gave to you.
The good of me, you didn't mean to precious as you precious the priceless relation.
Alright, I grant your wish, you obviously dumped me. :D
And now, please don't come and hope to get my attention alright? :)
The pathetic things you did, I will never forgive. :D
It's your fault to let them all start. (: So yeah, now get away from me.
Don't ever contact me please? :) I don't wanna talk to you, even look at your profile for a second I feel I wanna throw out. WTF right? :D So do I.
Alright, I'm not insomnia, just feel to update my blog for awhile. :)
Tomorrow having tuition, 4.00p.m.-5.30p.m. I hate tuitions! -.-
But I missed the tuition class purposely last week. So I have to go.
Oh yeah, my pendrive from Jia Lin. Aikessss! I forgot to bring it back today. Zzz.
Alright, ciao now kayy? :) Byeeeeeeeeee 
Goodnight peeps. ;) 


Sincerely,
Viv 


go earlier go later


layout by bahiyahnor || icons by the fading night || gif images from glitter graphics