I smile instead of showing the pain inside.
- Viv Swilynn
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011 @4:00 PM

其實也沒什麼啦,只是上來讓曾經糟蹋我的信任、我的好的那些人知道……
我有多麼的幸福……我不算富有,也稱不上美女……
但至少我不丑……我不是飛機場,但那是因為我太豐滿……
而且老實說,我不喜歡我現在的身材,可是又有什麽辦法呢?
我就是愛吃,愛睡,愛懶惰……我也拿自己沒轍啊…… =3=
別以為這些都是我自己拿來的 -.- Because I born this way, and I'm glad I'm being this way. 
Actually nothing much, I'm just here to update my blog, that's all.
I went to gather with my primary school friends last Saturday. Yeah. It's fun.
However, somehow I realize something. It shouldn't be deny.
We seem not really close like how we used to be in old days. I miss old days.
But as we know, time just flies and never travels back, right?
I wait for the day of our gathering since long time ago.
Even that dude, he has a little trouble I also think of some ways to make it right.
Guess what? I was already upset that I couldn't make it last last week as I've promised my another friend since a few months ago until I've forgotten I had a date on that day.
We used to have lots things to talk about. I think of a lots of topics to talk about.
But too bad, we got nothing much to talk. And we seem quite different after these 3 years.
Yes, it's quite commiserate, but what to do?
Although I was a little disappointed at that point, but I blame no one.
'Cause time usually changes people quite a lot, especially we have no be stick together like old days for three years man! It's THREE YEARS.
In additional, sometimes we can't make it for gathering cause of transport and also maybe schedule.
We might have tuition classes on that day, or maybe there's no one sending us there and pick us up at time.
Alright, it's quite out of topic. I'm here to show that I'm actually blessed.
And I'm thankful for what I have now, and what I get in the future.
In fact, people who like me, my personality doesn't deserve such good things in life.
Yet, I have. I have lovely brothers, mum that loves me so much, dad who is willing to spend although he'll complain to mum everytime and also friends those who're willing to accept me.
I don't get why until I had obstacles in secondary school.
I start being thankful, and I know how to fake myself with smile and somehow being understand.
I've been betrayed, and my heart recovered. I've sicked of everything until I got used to it.
I didn't know life could have so many new tries to me.
Despite everything comes to me, I never got down for all of these.
I'm standing here and telling you how glad am I having such life.  Look at these pictures.
They show the smile on my face is real. The tears on my face are so yesterday. (:
The joys in my body could not be fake. And the words from my lips are true. ;)









I don't need to be a diamond, I know I'm just a unique stone.
I don't need to surround by butterflies, I know I'm surrounded by loves. 
I'm blessed and everyone knows it. I'm being appreciated. (:
I'm not showing off, it's just for your information indeed. :) Alright? (;
And to whomever that's reading this, God bless and have a nice day! ;D

Sincerely,
Viv 


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