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Saturday, May 18, 2013 @1:21 PM

我又上來更文了..
突然又感傷了... 到底在煩惱什麽？
我自己也不清楚... 就很想一個人靜一靜..
人長越大，感觸更多..
剛剛開自己的部落格.. 繼trouble maker后就是風之道..
聽著很大感觸.. 真的..
問我爲什麽我那麼愛龍貓？
以前只是爲了固定自己喜歡的卡通人物..
但其實這算是動漫吧？我也不清楚..
事實上，我想了想..
我覺得我真正喜歡龍貓是因為它是見證我成長的一個人物吧？
龍貓伴隨著我長大..
它的音樂一直在我的腦海中..
音樂那麼淒美.. 聽得那麼感動..
突然間.. 想自己一個人到處走走..
會有更多感觸吧？
說不需要別人來心疼我是假的..
我一直在等著那個會來守護我的人..
我不會去製造.. 我相信命運..
有的時候就算努力了，結果也只是一樣..
因為命運會主宰你的一生..
是，努力很重要..
但是沒有命運的配合，你能幸運到幾時呢？
我可以說很多來說服別人，安慰別人..
但是當我自己面對問題的時候..
其實不需要好聽話語來讓我相信希望..
只要一句：“有我在”...
我可以感動很久...
我很容易感動...
很多時候想軟弱..
但是我絕對不會讓“軟弱”套在我身上..
我不是柔情女子.. 我可以很堅強..
我可以什麽都不說..
但是會很累.. 我不會讓自己受委屈..
我也不會勉強別人做他們不想做的事情..
中學生活，讓我啓發很多..
雖然我很不喜歡你..
我很討厭你從前對我做的一切控制..
很厭惡以前你給的壓力，還有所有承諾的束縛..
但是還是想說一句“謝謝你”..
因為你，我才發現以前我有所討人厭..
我改變.. 謝謝曾經我那麼在乎你..
謝謝我的改變..
謝謝我已經蛻變成一個比以前更好的人..
你呢？幾時才會變成熟還有為別人著想？
算了吧.. 我重點不在這裡..
我很想幸福.. 但卻不敢太幸福..
太幸福.. 會讓自己跌到谷底..
安於現狀就好吧.. 好想吃snowflake..
不知道等下有沒有勇氣自己去吃..
應該可以吧？只要洗好澡了就可以出發了..
Thanks for what yesterday had brought to me..
they made today's me.
they made a better me..
God, I would like to thank You for sending me to my family..
Mum, I would like to thank you for bringing me to this world..
Dad, I would like to thank you for bringing me up until now.
Bro, I would like to thank you for loving me and caring me..
Although most of the time, I don't really like you..
but when I was still a kid, you loved me so much..
you brought me here and there, buying me favourite stuffs..
I know I would never find someone like you, thank you.
Mel, I would like to thank you for spoiling me...
We had the bad times when we're still kids...
I hated you most of the time, I moaned why had mum took
me into this world while you're existing..
but thanks to these years made you a matured person..
you're being nice to me all the time...
you always satisfied me.. even though now..
you had your own love life, sometimes..
you might leave me behind everything about your love life.
however, the family love can never lies.
Father, Mother and Brothers...
I know there's no word I can say to thank you all properly..
but those words are all so sincere from the bottom of my heart.
Mum, recently, sorry for not being a good daughter..
sorry for showing you temper while I know you had your bad times..
thanks for understanding I need my own space sometimes..
thanks for understanding my emotional times..
Sometimes, I can only be this comfortable with family..
Dad, please don't spoil your body.. please care your health..
Thanks for everything.. I hope you always stay this healthy..
Alright, I'll just stop here by. Ciao.

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